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Time to Run



I have a habit of saving people.

Is there a reward for it? No. Is it gonna get me to heaven? Not even close.

It is not a sin to help people. Although kindness is unacceptable in this world, keep going at it. There is no greater reward than being able to pour out love in your heart.

How can I leave those who need me most? How can I abandon them when there was nobody around for me when I was screaming? How can I hurt others when they have judged me in my solitude?

I hate to put burden on anyone. I used to be a selfish brat, still am, and always will be.  

The dream of running away. I think I understand it now. 

One day, the ocean will take me. But for now, I am needed in the world. Not by anyone- but myself.

Happiness starts when you put your mind to it. We create our happiness.

:)






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